This Resonates with Me So Much…
I have tried so many times to verbalize how I feel with my … B. This is a post from Reddit someone posted today on Facebook. It makes things easier […]
Calling It Quits…
Up to this point, we had been in some sort of weird limbo. B wanted to remain together. I was unsure if I was able to move on from this. […]
1 Year, 2 Months, and 7 Days
Early Days of Hell… He accused me early on for not fighting for him. This whole exchange is constantly turning over in my mind. I didn’t fight for him. He, […]
Would Have Been 18th Anniversary
On Saturday, B told me he wanted to go out and buy me a gift for our anniversary. It would have been our 18th anniversary today. I asked him not […]
Facing the Music
I’m currently hiding. I am at my sister in law’s home. I love her more than anything, but my mother in law is another story. We made the 3.5 hour trip down here to see B’s family. While I may not be MIL’s favorite person, I know my children need […]
41
My 41st birthday. Ugh. I spent my birthday at home. I was sick with a fever. I missed work. Luckily, there were no kids in that day. I feel older […]
Monster Asked a Question
When we were at the doctor on Monday, Monster was talking about something we were going to do while we were home for Christmas. I gently reminded her that Dad […]
“I’m sorry if I was overly friendly”
It amazes me the level to which people can minimize their behavior. Or maybe he and I have very different definitions of what “overly friendly” means. I had gone out […]
6 Months Since…
It’s been 6 months since my world fell apart. 6 months since everything changed. Who I am. Who I thought he was. Who we are. It both feels like it […]
He Doesn’t See ME
I feel lost. I think that is the best way to put it. I keep going back and forth between him and freedom. We are stuck here right now. I […]
US Mama In Hong Kong 