Credit Where Credit is Due
I am hard on B. I feel I have that right to be. He has hurt me greatly. After I discovered his betrayal, he kept hurting me. Whether that was […]
Monster Finishes Her Puds
I had gone to the store last week and saw this super cute kit for dirt pudding. I had not seen it before. I thought she would love it. She […]
He Doesn’t See ME
I feel lost. I think that is the best way to put it. I keep going back and forth between him and freedom. We are stuck here right now. I […]
Not So Fun Day Sunday
It was monster’s turn to be sick now. Poor little chick was on her 3rd day of a fever and cough. Nice thing about Hong Kong is the doctor clinic […]
Hot Pot and Wine
I went with A tonight to have hot pot with a couple of her friends. One was local born Chinese and the other was BBC (British born Chinese). Both are […]
Sunday Funday
The Doctor’s Visit Well, it didn’t start out as fun. Bub developed a rash the night before. He has had an upper respiratory infection. It just hasn’t gone away. By […]
There Are Days…
I feel hopeful. I went to the counselor this weekend and talked with him to organize my thoughts. I feel like there is a way forward now. I don’t know […]
When Will It Happen?
Last night was the first night B didn’t come for dinner in a while. It was nice. I won’t lie. The problem was it set off all kinds of alarm […]
Went for Coffee
I went with B to get coffee. It was a ritual we had before discovery. He works on Wednesday near where I work, and we go to this Japanese coffee […]
A Week Since
It’s been a week since I asked B to leave for good (it has been something he was meant to do immediately after the kids left for the US, but […]
