I guess that is the main question.

Why?

Why are you gone?

Why did you leave?

Why aren’t you still here?

You were younger than me.  Smarter than me.  You had so much more promise than I ever did.

Why?  It’s not right.  It’s not fair.

I hope you are at peace.  I hope your demons have left you alone.   I hope you are able to walk with those we’ve lost and loved.  I hope you are with Grandpa.